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assalamualaikum!(:

2010-01-27T20:13:00.003+08:00

Hey bloggers!! Forgive me because i nvr update for a very very long time.I've been too busy wif life. Life is fine as normal currently. I just cant wait for 2mrw!!Wondering why? Haha..2mrw is 28 of january right?28!! Still doesn't ring the bell?-_________- Its my 19 monthsary ofcoz! Haha..Can't wait to wish her(: Currently chatting with baby and i just ate.haha! Luqman damn random! Well,28 reminds me of my past. HAHA. Memories ya knw? Wat to do? When we are meant for each other,nothing can break us apart. Cheyh. Haha. But which couples nvr quarrel before right? We have our ups and downs. Dun tell me ur relationship got no ups and downs? Tat means ur relationship got something wrong. HAHA. Joke joke only. I just love her for herself:D. hehe. I wish i could hug her right now!! K lah. gtg..bye!

3hrs 40 mins till 2mrw(:

goodbye

2009-12-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

MUHAMMAD ZULAILI BIN NAZRUDDIN

Woke up quite early bcz we wanna have our breakfast and then go to my cuzz house at jurong.We had our breakfast at pioneer mall.Ate toasted loaf and drank kopi.Haha.Nothing else to eat sia.After breakfast,headed straight to my cuzz house.Waited for more than 2 hours for the arrival of my cuzz and my late nephew.Waited at the living room since they need to bath the late baby.When the baby was out,they left it at the living room for people to say their last goodbye and their last kiss.To be truthfull,i cried)': I actually planning not to cry and stay strong.But i cannot control my emotions.Its too strong.I gave the baby my first and last kiss on his forehead.After had our prayers and all,its time to go to the muslim cemetary.After everything was done,we headed back to my cuzz house.It was sad though to see the parents of my late nephew crying.Espacially the father.Haiz.Stay strong aites?The baby passed away due to choke wif milk in his throat.Goodbye little guy.Wait for your parents in heaven tao!Dont forget ur uncle!!Haha.bye..

Al-fatihah.

2009-12-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.Just got news tat my nephew passed away.He's just 2mnths plus old.I think allah loves him so much.What to do,when they have to go,they have to go.We,people who are still living on this earth have to go on wif our lifes.I only got to see the baby for 1 or 2 times?Jyeah.Hope he's happy up there.Eventhough no tears are coming out frm me,im crying on the inside.So lets all donate a Al-fatihah for my late nephew shall we?

So today,went to loyang point for breakfast and went to sheng shiong.Bought some stuff and headed back home.Rested for awhile and head to work.Today very tiring nd to be assembler.Currently under training.But okay lah the work.Haha!Finished at 11 plus and went straight home.Penat tao!K lh.gtg! byebye!

Sorry i got no pic of my late nephew.

I MISS YOU!

2009-12-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggers!

im very sorry i didn't update my blog.Woke up quite late everyday.Life have been boring and tiring.Working at macs is quite okay.No conflicts wif my crew peeps.2mrw will be working at 3 till 11/1130.WALIAO!!But nvm!Double pay:D.I miss somebody!When i look at the moon,it really makes me think about you.It really really do.Eventhough its not a full moon,WHO CARES!ITS STILL A MOON!But the moon dunnoe go where sia.haha.Being quite moody this days.I wonder why?hmm..i dunnoe?haiz.K lh. Till here.Bro wanna use the comp.bye!

I MISS YOU LYK HELL!!OH BULAN!!SHOW YOURSELF!!I WANNA LOOK AT YOU AND WILL MAKE ME REMIND ABT HER!HURRY CAN?

camp pin?haha..miss it.

2009-12-06T13:11:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!haha.There is too many request wanting me to update my blog.FINE!!haha.I update orite?

DAY 1:

It was time to take attendence and the rest of us headed to sir khairul bcz he's taking EAST attendence.So me and zakir was in the same group which is BRAVO 4.Lucky fadzli(FSD) in my platoon.Haha!Atleast got some old friends to talk to.We have no choice but to create new friendship with the others and i swear i didn't even regret a single thing!Made friends wif,Brahmawan(PRS),Aaron(East View),Fadil(Coral),Adib(???), and more.(sorry if i nvr pronounce ur name peeps) So we went to pasir laba camp and was thought how to survive in a jungle.Haha!We all witnessed hw they killed a chicken,bird,frog and etc.It was bloody gerek seik!Haha.Headed back to HQ for dinner and then discuss abt camp pin night.Some people got some disagreements with the ideas that was given out by others.Haha.I dun knw why. Then went back to bunk and tido!!

Day 2:

We went to paya lebar air base and was given safety rules on what u must do when there is an emergency in an airplane.I GET TO RIDE AN AIRPLANE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND FOR FREE!!WOOOHOOOOO!!!Haha. Get to ride C-130.It was bloody dizzy sia.But it was a great experience! After the ride,we headed to air force museum.Haha. Ok lh. Quite slpy actually at that time.Went back to Hq and we had our dinner.The food was okay lah.Haha.Standard mah.After everything was done,we had to planned our cam pin nite again.Haha.We agreed to do a skit as well as a hakka.So learned abit of hakka under fadil and wow..WE HAD FUN!Haha. The other half of my group really nds help.So we went there and help abit lah.Then it was supper and then lights off.

Day 3:

The third day was only recruitment talks abt SAF as well as RSAF.Haha.Don't knw whether wat the talk are all true or false.After everything was over,we headed back to HQ and planned again for camp pin nite before dinner.As per usual,the hakka.HAHA!After dinner me and zakir had to go.Both of us have our own plans of hols wif our family.So we had our last gdbye to them before we left.When zakir and i were packing up,we decided to write a note to the others.haha! And thats all for day 3 which was my last day in HQ.

I seriously miss everyone there sia!i miss the laughters and smiles.Even lame jokes we all still laugh!haha.Hope we all could go out together and meet up someday orite?!PLEASE!!!!!!

haha.TAKE CARE PEEPS -_^

NEW ELEC GUITAR!

2009-10-18T16:05:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps!

im very sorry for not update for a veeeeeeeeeerrrrrrryyyyyyyy long time!

too lazy to update and sometimes when i wanna blog,the mood ran away.

haha..kk cukup!

So yesterday went to peninsular with rusydi,ekmal and azlan.

Ekmal and myself wanted to buy a new elec guitar for our new band uh.

haha!

im seriously serious.So both of us bought the same design but different colour guitar.

Its actually a package.We bought it for $235 with amp w/ distortion,cable,digital tuner,6pcs picks and a guitar bag as well as a dvd!

Ekmal bought the black and i bought the red colour.

hahaks.

its kinda cool sia!

But rusydi only bought a shirt.

haha!

Tomorrow no schl!

yes ah!

k lh.

i'll update later or nxt tyme aits?

Ekmal wasn't in this pic bcz he nds to rush to go to work!

YOW!

2009-09-17T00:01:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!

So today,as per usual sleep during english lesson.haha!but the rest of the subject,my eyes were wide open.im not sure why.haha.during malay class,cikgu latifah didn't come so we have a free period.I got nothing better to do but disturb hafiz!haha.sorry ehks hafiz.My fellow friends have just passed out senior spec course last week and damn im jealous!haha.but its okay.im fine with it.waiting for internal promotion during EOY camp!woohoo!!!currently doing plan out for this fridays training.aiyoyoyo!stress sia.the rest of the peeps all lazy!baboon btl.so today stayed back and plan out wif frens and mr aminur.even my sir don't knw wat to do for the training.=___=".but lucky i got some ideas in my head.haha!after the meeting saw hadi and asked whether he got any plans for the training.he got a few ideas but i rejected because most of it does not make any sense.alamak!but,he told us that this coming saturday is his 15th birthday!HADI!u told the information to the wrong person man!haha.saufinur came and gave him 5 punches on his left arm and i gave 5 on this right arm.lolx!but still!this friday,still nd to give hym 10 more!hahaha!its wat they call tradition.muahahaha.got to go!bye peeps!take care!

teahcers day

2009-09-01T17:32:00.007+08:00

Hey peeps!

yes ah!i can blog again!

wooohoooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!

so teacher's day had past and im glad it was over.

i wanna say thanks to all teachers for supporting me all the way and i seek forgiveness if i had done any wrong.

I also wanna say thanks to my FreeStyle Drill Team for always being there when i need them.Always be there for training and always made me smile sometimes.

Eventhough i scold u guys sometimes,its only because i want you guys to be perfect and don't make a fool out of urself.

i really thank u guys.FSD FOREVER!

(names of the cadet in fsd)

1.Luqman

2.Zakir

3.Danish

4.Eugene

5.Ryan

6.Danial Roslan

7.Danial Duriani

8.Nooris

9.Syamie

10.Hakim

11.Haikel

12.Haiqal

13.Amirul

14.Qushairy

You guys will never be forgotten as you guys are the first FSD team in Siglap history!

Some of u have been with me over 5 projects of performance but some of you maybe less.Whatever it is,u guys will always be my drillers!

remember:

Untuk negara,

Demi negara,

MAJULAH!

After the celebration,zakir,nurman,hadi as well as danial nd to stay back to do a project for total defence gold badge.I stayed back together with them to help.While waiting for Mr. Aminur to come,we created quite a number of videos tribute to M.J(Micheal Jackson).

hope u enjoy!

*note:I wear my glove on my left hand.Nurman wear his glove on his right hand.

Tat's all folks!thnx fer reading!stay tune for more!

WHAT A DAY!

2009-07-19T20:23:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

sorry for nt posting that much.

kinda bz wif life lately.

Went to white sands macs to get an interview and i got the job but dad didn't agree.

haiz..

Can't do nothing much huh?

I plan either september or october to apply the job again(:

Birthday is coming 2 more days and i can't wait to be 15!

muahaha...

Today,chat with pinkranger and boy what a day i have today!

only both of us knw.

So nw,just got back from parkway parade and im damn tired of walking!

ok peeps!

till here!

wanna watch harry potter!

bye(:

hospital

2009-07-06T18:57:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggers!

srry for not updating that much..

i got sum prblms uh

my mum admitted to hospital this morning so i wont be blogging that much.

srry if u read and find my blog is boring.

i am very very very srry!

i gtg

im going to the hospital again!

bye!

SINGAPORE FYLER!

2009-06-20T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

today went to marina bay to take singapore flyer!

yay!at last(:

hahaks..

Saw the military marching to the stadium while i was on the flyer.

DAMN SOLID SIAK!

ARMS STRAIGHT SIOL!

NICE!

i lyk!

after taking the flyer,went to eat at popeye because we were damn hungry sia..

after finishing our dinner,we went out and saw the military marching back.

So i told my parents tat i wanna watch them march!

hahaks

Saw ARMY,CIVIL DEFENCE,POLICE,NCC,GIRL GUIDES,NPCC,BOYS & GIRLS BRIGADE,NCDCC,SCOUTS,PAP & more lah..

hahaks!

I saw some of my frens marching in NCC group(:

hahaks..

all marching damn semangat siow!

i like!:)

i will update the pics tomorrow orite?

bye!

take care!

wednesday(:

2009-06-18T00:00:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps!

today nothing much happened in my life.

just the normal stuff.

called gf,go out wif parents,see shawal,go on9,eat,drink,go toilet,watch tv,go shower,play guitar,sms-ing,play counter strike.

hahaks.

When i saw shawal at the Mcdonalds,saw the sec 5's!

hahaks,Ayin,ameerah,watie,liyana,sufie and faiz if im not wrong.

hahaks..

didn't asked why they were there.

hmm..

so i did some fear factor in the Macs!haha

chilli mix wif the creamer!

it tasted lyk...

dunnoe hw to discribe!

hahaks..

enjoy the video!

till here(:

bye!

*picture of the day

*fear factor!(chilli + coffemate!)

sorry!

2009-06-15T17:51:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting!!

damn bz this days!

hahaks..
life is normal..

had my camp and went out wif friends!

2mrw i try to update more orite?

NOW!i only update pics orite?
hav fun(:

2009-05-23T20:01:00.002+08:00

I was tagged by Dania to do this survey!
lolx

1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
hmm..my cheek?haha(:
2) How do you feel when you wake up in this morning ?
TIRED!!
3) Who was the last person you took photo with ?
Can't remember
4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
NO!Luqman good boy(:
5) Would you ever donate blood ?
jyeah!hahaks...save others life(:
6) Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex ?
Ofcoz lah!haha
7) Do you want someone dead ?
Nope(:
8) What does the last message says ?
Zakie:"Sori terletak connection lost. haha"
9) What are you thinking right now ?
Thinking about hw to finish the R.O for the camp???
10) Do you wish someone with you right now ?
HELL YEAH!
11) What time you went to bed last night ?
1+ i guess?
12) Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing right now ?
Im not wearing any!haha.(half naked)(:
13) Is someone in your mind ?
yupyupyup!
14) Who was the last person who texted you ?
ZAKIR!!!haha
15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz ?
WANI(:,amalina,Nina,Farsha,Ezzatie,Hilmy,Zul,SYQIN!!,Demi & Syakir
16) Who is 2 having relationship with ?
I dun knw?lost contact wif her.
17) Is 3 a male or female ?
Female..-_-"
18) If 7 & 10 get together , would it be a good thing ?
U THINK THEY GAY?!
19) What is 1 studying about ?
Information Technology on Higher Nitec(:
20) When was the last time you had a chat with 5 ?
hmm...im not sure:D
21) Is 4 single ?
Attached
22) Say something about 2 .
A good listener(:
23) What do you think about 3 & 6 being together ?
They dun even knw each other!-_-"
24) Describe 9 .
Sporty!
25) What will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
They dun even knw each other!!!!
26) Do you like 8 ?
SHE'S MY BESTIE!!

The end!hahaks...so today nothing much?miss my gf as she went to malaysia and will return 2mrw):
hahaks...
k lh...
gtg bye!
take care!!

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!

2009-05-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU MR SAYADI!

hee...sorye for not update a loooooooonnnnnnggggggg time!im damn bz and lazy to update!haha.So,yesterday went for his wedding at tampines north CC.Met Zakir under my void deck at arnd 1:30pm and we went straight to the bus stop to take 81.Called Shawal and asked for direction because he knws tampines better than us.haha.Saw his wedding place and went in.haha!Zakir seriously malu to enter because he doesn't knw anyone there.ME OSO RITE??haha.Went in and saw alot of teachers and met khidir,aidil,shafiee and yusoff..soccer boys!haha.so then took some picture with mr sayadi and his wife and head down to find some seats.IT WAS FULL MAN!Zakir saw his brothers mother-in-law and like normal,need to salam.We went to one corner and talk.

me:"aku lapar siol"

Zakir:"kau masih nak makan?dah ramai giler seyh!"

me:"abih mcm maner?nak jalan dari sini ke?"

Zakir:"Aku tak kesah.aku ikut kau jek"

Me:"kk..mcm gini,kite minum air terus jalan.tak payah banyak bunyi.ok?"

Zakir:"ok lah"

Then we went to the drinking place and drink honeydew.At all of the sudden,zakir's brothers' mother-in-law approach zakir and offer her seat.And we were very thankfull of her!We seat together with cikgu aishah and her childrens.haha.Chat with her for awhile before taking our meal.We ate nasi briyani!FUUUHHH!!!Full man!hahaks!The nasi briyani power!!Saw some other teachers and said hie to each and everyone of them.haha!Then we leave there because some people need seats due to full house!We went to T1 and tamp mall to walk for awhile before heading near to Ade's house because Zakir wanna meet his cousin.Called Ade to bring down his guitar while waiting for zakir's cuzzie.haha.Played some music and at last!Zakir's cuzzie came but i told hym to go first and sms me his block so i can go there because i wanna teman Ade for awhile.haha.arnd 5,i went to block 266 near pasir ris sec there.Soon,Zakir and his cuzzie came down and all of us went straight home.haha!That's all for today(:
tune in for more!
Mr Belo aka budak jawa signing off!

Went for shooting!

2009-04-15T19:52:00.012+08:00

Hey peeps!hahaks.So us Part C around 20 cadets went for IMT SAR21 shooting at Nee Soon camp.hahaks!i got permission to be released at 1130 due to some cadets did not bring their number 4.So i took the NCC room key to Mr Aminur and opened the NCC room.Let one by one of the cadet come in and test the old shirt!haha!After everything,its time to go off.Aboard the bus and we headed straight to Nee Soon.Share some of my experience to my freinds during my spec course and tell wat is going on.hahaks!

Soon when we arrived,we headed to the shelter and i saw my ma'am!!ma'am basirah!!hahaks.She took me during my spec course(:Sitted at our sitting arrangement and waited for our turn to shoot.I chatted with ma'am while waiting and damn fun sia!haha.Then,the SAF person came in and revise with us how to use the SAR21 again.It was my turn nxt and i was damn nervous!Get into my position and start firing.hahaks..SAR21 damn heavy sia!But lucky got scope!hahaks..so shoot shoot shoot and my turn ended.

When back into the shelter and waited for the rest as well as our results.The bus came and we went up with feelings of nervous!We asked sir and our PCs about our results and they told us tat only Faiz got marksman and Fandi just passed.WE WERE ALL SHOCK!!!i shoot damn accurate and i failed??haix..

So we reached school and fall in infront of the stage and soon,our PCs tok to us.2nd sergeant Afiq said this to us,"To tell you the truth,u all didn't failed.u all passed.BUT...ALL OF YOU GOT MARKSMAN SIA!Except for fandi,u just passed"
WE ALL JUMPED FOR JOY!!wooohooo!!finally!!i failed my IMT for part B and NOW...i PASS!!!yahoo!!!hahaks..Then we went back to the NCC room to take our bags but Zakir,Danial and ME planned to take pictures(:

SO here are the pictures!hope u enjoy!!
searching for you..

Commando on alert!

Siglapians!

specialist!

training for commando!

we are on the move...

this is my life!

Good bye SHAWAL!!)):

2009-04-10T12:02:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps!im sorye for not updating that long!bz lately..so,today im gonna talk abt thursday..haix..that day was the last day we all saw shawal in singapore as he needs to go to australia.im soo gonna miss hym sia!!me and issufian met fandi at white sands macdonalds before heading to terminal 3 at changi airport.We called shawal that we are on the way there but he was still at home.We hang around and waited for faiz,ade,falqin as well as haslinah and fazirah.We all went to Shawal's place as he had already arrived.we took sum pictures together and aww...shawal nds to go!!):

He needs to check in first so the rest of us when to the departure place where ppl went in and waited there.Took some pictures while waiting for Shawal.HAHA!!Shawal's check in was complete and we all need to say our last goodbye to hym and i we gave hym a group hug!when he went in,we all waited outside and one by one,we cried.We began to think about our past in our sec 1 life as well as sec 2 on how we suffere together and smile together.To me,he was lyk my brother!i treat hym lyk my real brother.He will always be there when i needed help!))':

Among all of us,i cried the most rabak ahks..lucky got tissue!hahaks.Then somebody cheer me up!!thnx my bestie!app it lots!(:

here are the pictures that we took;

BBQ at liyana's condo!

2009-04-05T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hey people!sorye for not updating that long!hahaks...been very busy this few weeks or months.So yesterday,Zakir and i met under my block to go meet Shawal at west plaza.Took 359 from the inter and stop at the bus stop near west plaza.Saw Shawal as well as Gladys,Syafiq and Masfuiin and we went straight to Liyana's condo while Gladys show us the way.We sign our names and went to the BBQ place where liyana book the place.The BBQ was near to the swimming pool sia!hahaks.Shawal and I wasted no time.We went to the toilet and change to our swimming suit and head down to the pool!!hahaks.It was damn hot that's why we wasted no time and just jumped into the water.damn cooling sia!hahaks.While waiting for the rest to come,zakir and syafiq joined in the fun and we swam non-stop!wakakaka.There was sumthing terrible happened but i don't want to tell due to some promises that we made by not telling anyone about this.So,saw farah out of nowhere.hahaks.She was already in her swimming suit sia!SO FAST??hahaks.Shawal pushed her from the back and she fall into the pool!woohoo!!btw,the pool was damn deep!!2.00m sia!!fulermak!hahaks.Then,it was raining heavily and we took everything and took it with us to a shelter.i fall!!):Lucky for me,there was red cross!hahaks.Thanks Aqidah and Insyirah for the plasters!Altogether,there was 6 injuries on my leg most of them are on my right.Then,Syuhaidah and Qashdina came and they were damn wet due to the heavy rain!hahaks.After the rain has stop,an aunty came and told us to go back because we were blocking the way.DEY!wait can or not?!can't u see we were eating!?alermak.the aunty told me to help but i told her i got leg injuries,then she say im not a man.GO HELL AHKS!i hope she die in a car accident!hahaks.so bad of me.oh well.hahaks.the charcoal came with a firestarter.But we don't knw hw the hell to start the god damn firestarter because,the firestarter was actually a new one which we do not knw hw to burn it.I told syafiq and masfuiin to go to the nearby ESSO and buy the firestarter than i always used.While waiting for them to buy,i began to swim again!hahaks.Bored mah?hee..10-15 mins,they came back with the firestarter.AT LAST!We can start the fire starter!woohoo!!we were damn happy sia!muahaha.So,we start to burn at two part of the BBQ.Shawal and I was so called the chef for the day.hahaks.Syafiq called us,"CHEF BOGEL!"because we were both half naked.HAHA!cook cook cook and our time was up because there was some other people book for that place too.Haha.Clean up the place and i went straight back inside the water!Then changed to my civilian clothing and waited for liyana.hahaks.She brought the remaining piece of chicken and cooked it at home and brought down for us to eat.hahaks.Thanks Liyana!We all had fun and we went straight back home.hahaks.That's all FOLKS!(:

only meant for my Adekwani!(:

2009-02-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

This part will be meant for her only!

baby..I really really miss you alot!i really really do..

a day not seeing you makes me go crazy!

i couldn't describe how much i love u..

not even a single thing in this world can prove how deep is my love towards you..

Without you im nothing..

eventhough we went thru hard times together,i will always love u...

Some people say its dangerous to love someone soo deeply but i dont care...

I will always love u no matter wat happens!

i am glad to have u by myside...

i didn't regret a single thing when im with you because why?

♥I LOVE U!♥

Luqman Nur Hakim ♥ Nur Syazwani

♥280608♥

I love the way you look at me,Your eyes so bright and cute.

I love the way you kiss me,Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,Always sending chills down my spine.

I love that you are with me,And glad that you are mine.

a short post

2009-01-19T21:25:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggers!

today will be a short post aits?

so today is boring day as every subject was soo boring!!

argh..

lolx

today met baby at 4 pm near pasir ris interchange as she has just came back from school.

walk arnd white sands before sending her home..

hee..

im soo gonna miss her as im going for my sec 3 camp at jalan bahtera!

tomorrow will be the last day i will be chatting wif her bcz on wed,i need to be at jln bahtera till friday!

its a 3 days 2 night camp!

im sooo gonna miss her!):

i hope she will take care of herself and will always remember me!

k lh...

got to go!

bye!

boredom!

2009-01-17T18:20:00.004+08:00

wah!

today very bored sia!!

sorry for not updating the blog this few days!

i got no time!

hee..

So today tot atuk is coming back to my house but in the end,cancelled.

He will be moving back in tomorrow until february.

hahaks..

i really miss atuk sia..

His voice and his funny laughter!

hee..

im really glad to have him because his the last person standing!

He's the only atuk i have!)=

The rest all gone..

Now,waiting for baby's call..

i miss her so much sia!

yesterday wasn't enough!

i wanna meet her!

She's currently out with her mum and aunt.

She's at expo because got sale.

haix..

I hope she will call me soon!

i miss her soooo very really extremely totally majorly truely MUCH!!

Baby!i miss you soo much syg!i miss you every second!you are the queen of my heart and i have no doubt about it!waiting for your call makes me crazy!your voice makes my worries go away..your voice will always make me happy!your my one and only baby!

2009-01-07T21:09:00.002+08:00

SIAN!

very sian!

hahaks...this whole week not free sia!even saturday!

srry ayin,i cannot go to ur birthday party thingy!i got sports leaders!

well,i'll try to pass the birthday present to wani then she'll pass to u k?

today,had training wif fsd cadets but 2 didn't show up!

aRGH!

den we can only survive wif 7 ppl,but if both this cadets nvr turn up for training 2mrw,then i have nothing to do but to let them go!

argh!

very sian leh..

grr...

k lh..

gtg!

very sleepy!

adoi...

2009-01-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

wow!today was really a tiring day..

today got ncc training and me as well as zakir we're choosen to teach FSD to sum of the cadets because we are gonna put up a performance on CCA day which falls on this Friday!

After school tot we have sec3 camp breifing but all cabut!

hahaks...den went to ncc and we got to knw tat ncc are gonna put up a show.

Me and zakir selected 7 cadets including us which is 9 to perform for FSD.

small group huh?

jyeah...dunnoe lh...hahaks...just follow orders only!

Then taught the cadets US drills and all...

sial ah...its really hard to teach!

seriously...cannot tahan sia,i need to shout at some of the cadets seyh.damn tiring!den we did a rehersal but FSD only did a few parts because we havn't finished everything yet.Tomorrow,me and zakir will try our best to finished everything and hope we can do it on friday!hee..tomorrow got another training!adoi....

2009-01-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

Well,this will be a short post aits?

going off soon..

so,today went out for awhile play soccer wif frens..

den went home and found mum nowhere.

called her,she told me she's at pasir ris town park..

so i went down and found mum and dad at arnolds place..

eat a half chiken and then brother came..

den went home.

den done..

lolx!

(got a shocking news today...pfft)

First day of schl in 2009!!!

2009-01-02T18:02:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

well,today was my first day of school in 2009!

and the first tyme i wear a long pants since im already in sec 3..

i really really felt very awkward wearing long pants sia!

and very paiseyh!

hahaks..

Well,nw i knw who my form teacher is..

Mrs Ding seyh!

She's okay lh..

hee..

So,i sat at the back of the class wif rusydi and chat all the way...

hahaks..

everyone look funny sia when we all wear long pants!

hahaks..including me!!!

After school,had sports leader meeting for awhile then went to bus stop westplaza to find bi.

hee..

Send her to mrt interchange then meet frens for awhile..

went home and then went out again..

went to tamp to meet my fren as well as my frens gf...

after that we slack at 565 then proceed to white sands!

wakakaka...

walk here walk there before heading back home...

den here i am blogging!

hee..

k lh!

bye!

cutted my hair!):

2008-12-31T20:34:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!

today went to century square to cut my hair and nw,

my frindge no longer long!

;'(

6 mnths seyh...

i kept my frindge for 6 months!

because of schl re-opens on fri,i hav no choice but to cut it...

grrr...

haix...

nw my hair is very slekeh!

argh!

damn seyh!

tot of going dwntown wif frens to celebrate new yr but dad wouldn't let me go!

He told me its too dangerous nowadays..

haix...

hope next yr get to go!

k lh...

bye!

(Hope my frindge will grow very fast!)

today!

2008-12-30T20:39:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!

today woke up at 9 bcz cuzzie called and wants to me accompany hym to schl.

He wanna buy long pants!XD

Then bought some food and eat under the void deck.

hahaks.

Chat wif hym for awhile before heading home.

Online and chat wif peeps and my syg until 230.

Mum wants to go to aunts house to send sumthings.

We went to White Sands first to have our lunch at KFC then took 89 to go to aunts house at Compassvile.

After eating and all,i suddenly feel dizzy..

i dunnoe why

grr...

we went into aunts house and i need to accompany insyirah(my adek sedare) which is only 4 yrs of age...hahaks

chat here chat there and then bi called!

yay!

hee..

chat wif my syg for awhile before hanging up the phone.

then i continue to play wif insyirah.

After magrib,mum wants to go White Sands to meet dad.

Then we had to leave and aww..insyirah cried!

kecian dier...

hee...

we took the 89 bus and i was sleeping the whole journey because i was damn dizzy..

Told mum tat i wanna go home and let mum and dad spend their time at white sands.

went home,go shower and then eat panadol..

im still dizzy sia...

Escape OUTING!

2008-12-29T21:04:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!well today was a tiring day as i went out for the whole DAY!hahaks...woke up at 930am and went out at 10.Went to White sands to go bank and tat freaking bank was close sia!mum told me tat bank open at 8 30.grr...hahaks...den went to fetch wani under her block at 11 15 before heading White Sands again.atlast the bank is open!but long Q sia!grr...i think about half an hour i waited there...pfft!Then met ayin and amira at White sands and then proceed to Downtown.Wani and i waited for them at Burger King while amira meet the cuzzie for awhile.After tat we went to Escape which cost only $8.90!woohoo!!xD..hahaks..So our first destination was the flipper!put our bags in the locker before heading to the nxt game which was Wet & WILD!i was goddamn wet sia!back,front...pfft!we then felt hugry and ate at burger king.IT WAS FREAKING HARD TO EAT THE SUNDAE PIE SIA!...den went to the choo choo train sia!hahaks...nxt we ride the kite flyer and peeps saw their friend working at the station.cool!bi tried to be superman seyh!hee..den we went to the Go-Kart but sadly it was a very long Q and we went to the others first.Went to the hunted house and boy oh boy..i was kinda scared actually(:bi hold on to me tightly while ayin and amira was leading us infront..after that,we went to the roller coaster where peeps saw their other friend working at the station!hahaks..the ride was damn fast sia..i can still feel the impact on the stomach!hahaks..den wen to the Pirate Ship..HAHA...i pity ayin the most!wow...well,it was her first time visiting the Escape rite?She was scared and was looking dwn thru the whole fun!me and bi couldn't help but to laugh!sorry ayin!So went to burger king again as ayin says she was very thirsty..Bought some water before heading to the carnival.hahaks..there was a show of teen titans!hahaks...all of them cute sia but sadly StarFire and BeastBoy wasnt there!hehe..TEEN TITANS GO!Then we headed to the ferris wheel aka Escape FYLER!hahaks...Bi was furious tat she didn't get the colour pink because ayin and amira took it already..hehe...then went to the lockers to collect our bags back before we went off.We accompany amira to the bus stop then we went to White Sands to play arcade!hee bi won again in daytona against me and ayin but i won the second round!hee...top up our card and then play another game..hee...bi and i played the para para dance together...aww...hee..Send wani back home and gave her a present for our 6th month anniversary and i hope it fits!!hee...and i hope she loves it...that's all!bye!

2008-12-28T13:34:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

today is my 6th month anniversary wif her!

HEE!

Happy sia!

mwah!

i love u bi!

love u soo much!

u peeps wanna noe wats inside the present rite?

do ya?do ya!?

i bet u do!

hahaks...

i'll show u wats inside nxt tyme k?

i want to suprise my bi(:

let her see first then u guys will!

k lh...toddles!

went out!

2008-12-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

So today,went online for awhile and chat here chat there..XD...in the afternoon went to parkway parade bcz mum wanna jln2..hehe...grr...quite boring...bought sum stuff and play arcade then go home...tot of buying a sweater but none of them actually interest me..den went home and went online back...bi didn't called me the whole day seyh!!:'(...sad sia..i miss u seyh syg!

heyo

2008-12-24T19:22:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!Today was a very very very boring day...wani called and hey,i love u(:hahaks..It has been raining the whole day sia!grr...very cold!christmas mah?hahaks...chatted wif sum ppl in msn and more...pfft...seriously,today was damn boring sia...bi called again and she told me tat she just woke upXD...hahaks...wani is currently sick and i hope she gets better soon!mwah...love u lh syg!hee..so chat chat chat and at all of the sudden,i got headache...dunnoe why?den chatted wif ppl and srry ehks?if i've been abit different today...headache ahks...sorry!so,time goes by very fast and nw is 7 30!grr...later maybe got takraw?but havn't confirmed yet..4 more days till 6 month anniversary!!hee...happy sia...bi's present is definitely ready(: that's all peeps!stay tune!!

bi!sorye!

2008-12-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

bi!

IM SORYE!!

SORYE I LAMBAT ONLINE!):

bi..im sorry!

quiz!

2008-12-23T12:27:00.005+08:00

Regulations of this quiz is:- People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by them- Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.- These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.- Continue this game by sending it to other people
.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Tagged by: Adekwani
Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
- To be with her forever
- i want all 565 peeps to be back together except for Fadhil and Aidil
- To be love forever...
Q: Have you ever think negative things about the person you love but in the end it turn out to be the other way round?
- yerp yerp
Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
- haix...jyeah
Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?
- yes i will
Q: Do you belief in Love?
- yerp2
Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- err...dunnoe?(:
Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
- just move on
Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
- jyeah
Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
- sometimes
Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
- yerp,definitely
Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
- family,Adekwani,braderz and sisterz
Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
- ah-huh
Q: Are you happy with your life?
- currently yes(:
Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?
- maybe?
Q: What type of friends do you like?
- friends who can be trusted
Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?
- YES!
Q: What do you want the person to say when u look deep into his/her eyes?
- i love u soo much
Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
- i'll talk to her nicely and i will find tat guy...i mean it
people that SHOULD do this quiz below ;
-Seri
-ZUL
-Amalina
-diyana
-Syakir!

watched TWILIGHT!

2008-12-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

Just came bck from watching TWILIGHT!

hahaks...i watched it wif my bi,ayin,ayin's sister and amira.

wow..the movie was great!

Before watching the movie,i fetch wani then we played some games at the arcade at E!hub while waiting for the rest..

Met the rest and then we went to buy tickets.

hahaks..

bi tot of sitting wif the rest but they took the front seats.

Then bi changes her mind and took the couple instead..

hahaks...bi dun lyk to watched at the front actually,tat's why she took couple sit.

watched the movie for i think 2 hours.

jyeah..

had alot of fun wif them especially wif my bi!

After the movie,went to white sands to play game again

bi wants revenge in daytona!

jyeah..she won once and i won the other game..

hee..

i actually gave her CHANCE lh..(:

after everything,sent bi back home and i went to lepak wif Faiz,amirul and Jup before heading home..

hee...

tat's all peeps!

bye!

I MISS MY ADEKWANI SOOOOOOO MUCH!):

2008-12-21T12:22:00.005+08:00

Bi!!i miss you soo much seyh syg!

When are we gonna meet?!

i seriously cannot take it seyh bi...

ur smile makes my day!

Ur the perfect puzzle in my life...

Ur the only happiness in my life...

Without u in my life,im nothing!

ur my one and only special person in my life bi!

i need u!

i wanna meet u sayang!

cans?

i really really really miss u!!!)':

bi...i wanna meet u plzz?

CONGRATULATION SAYANG!

2008-12-18T18:17:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATION SAYANG!

hee!

im sooo damn very happy for u!

mwah mwah mwah!

hee...if u wanna noe,wani passed her N level!!

wow...she got 11 sia!

good for her(:

today,i went to meet her arnd 1 before heading to school to take her results.

we lepak under void deck for awhile bcoz she was soo damn nervous!

hahaks...tried to calm her dwn for awhile

hahaks...

then we went to bus stop 358 near the schl to wait for ayin and watie.

then bi,ayin and watie went inside the schl w/o me!

i cannot go in bcz im wearing slippers

SIALAN PEH CHOW!

hahaks..

wait,wait,wait

den i received a call frm syg..

SHE SAID SHE PASSED!

and she was crying..

awww...

hee...

meet her outside schl and lepak under void deck before sending her home..

we did our usual stuff before she went off...

at all of the sudden,HER DAD APPEARED!

i was lyk,wth wth wth...

wat am i gonna do...

i took a step back and just went dwn to first floor and go..

meet my cuzzie for awhile den proceed to 565..

no one lepak sia...

called indra and he told me tat everyone went home bcz at night they wanna lepak...

lolx

then went home and eat then go on9

hee...

tat's all peeps!

HOLIDAY!4days 3 nite...

2008-12-17T13:29:00.005+08:00

Hey everyone!just came back from my holiday yesterday and it was damn tiring!On Saturday need to wake up at 4am and need to be ready by 430 am.Then went out and we went to the Tuas Checkpoint to meet up wif my cuzzies.After 8 hour of journey,we finally reached to our destination at Bukit Merah at Perak!!Check in the hotel and we doze of for awhile.The next day,we went to the Bukit Merah Laketown to walk around and have fun.My cuzzies and i went to the Waterpark along wif their child while my family went to Orang Hutan Island without me!!lolx.But its quite fun playing water..XD..we still swim eventhough it was raining.hahaks..After everything,we went shopping for awhile but there's nothing tat interest me):..Went back to the hotel,wash up and then went out again to go dinner.hee..The next day,we check out and went out for breakfast in the same palce where we had our dinner the previous day.My cuzzies and my dad were planning where to go,either cameron highland,Frazer hill or go home.My dad wanted to go Frazer hill...they talk talk talk,then they agree on going to frazer hill!hahaks...went to fraizer hill and boy i was damn dizzy sia!The road was lyk moving left then right,then left,then right...i was about to puke but instead,i sleep and not thinking abt the dizziness.Saw some monkeys and at last we finally arrived!Went out of the car and GOD!It was damn cold sia...took sum photos before heading to the Banglo tat we are stay for 2 days and a night only.I was freezing cold sia.tat's before i put on my jacket(:We actually planned on riding the horse but sadly,most of the activities are under renovation!argh!!The next day we ate breakfast before checking out...Then we went to malacca jejantas to meet my cuzzies shop.Everyone bought sumthing before heading to johore..When we reached johore,my family went to giant while the rest went to another giant.I dunnoe why..lolx!After shopping,went straight home!Atlast!woohoo!!!

I really missed sumone and that's my one and only adekwani!

argh!seriously seyh...

Eventhough i had fun but i really really really miss her!!

before i went to sleep,i will look at her pics in my hp(:

i miss her lyk hell sia!!!

bi,i love u sooo much tat i wish to be wif u every single day!

i couldn't live without u syg...

i really need u by my side):

ur my everything!

U are my one and only!

i want you!

i need you!

i miss you!

I LOVE U!

2008-12-12T15:02:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

it was a tiring day ysterday!

woke up at 9 sharp and went for a shower.

Went out of home then took bus 53 to fetch wani under her block

hahaks...i reached there at abt 10

waited for her for 14 mins until she came dwn to meet me.

hehe...

we went to arcade at ws while waiting for the others to come!

We played basketball and daytona!!!

hahaks..

sorye bi i crashed u twice..

hehe

then edah and seri came and we went dwn to meet ayin & rohaizad.

we do mkn for awhile before meeting pet which watie brought along frm jurong!

hahaks..questioned hym for awhile

and i get to knw each other better.

he's frm ncc sia!

wohoo!

hahaks..

then we went to the pit at pasir ris park!

it wasn't raining in the first place but as we waited for the rest,

its starts to rain heavily!

damn!it was goddamn bloody hell cold sia!

but i endure to cover my wani with my body..

lolx!

my back was damn wet after the rain has stopped..

then we chat here,chat there to wait for Ms Chin to arrive..

but sadly,it started to rain HEAVILY AGAIN!

hahaks..

we split up to find shelter

me and wani went to downtown there but the rest went to the chalet

then ayin and herda came to our place to meet us wif sepet.

we went to carpark A to find miss Chin and the rest

Me and wani went to the bicyle rental to rent a bike for an hour each.

cycle here cycle there.

then gave back the bicylce and we went straight home

i sent wani home first lyk i always do before heading home

i actually didn't went home first bcz i went to 565 to meet my brothers

it has been long since i met them!

play cards for awhile then went home..

tat's my story!

tune in for more!

bye peeps!

WHY!?

2008-12-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

argh!

WHY MUST I MAKE HER ANGRY AGAIN!?

WHY LUQMAN!?WHY!?

TODAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A WONDERFUL DAY,

BUT U RUINED IT...

JUST BCZ OF SOME SILLY STUFF!

CHI BAI AHKS!

I HOPE SHE FORGIVE ME...

I CAN'T GO TO M'SIA FEELING LYK THIS?

ARGH!

I NEED TO FIX THIS THING

AND SOON!

LUQMAN!!

U STUPID DUMBASS!

ARGH!

FUCK SIA...

DO YOU KNW TAT U MAKE HER FRUSTRATED!?

DO U!?

DO U THINK BEFORE U SAY!?

DO U!?

IDIOT SIA LUQMAN...

after raya...

2008-12-10T12:14:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

haix...after raya,

i didn't go anywhere seyh!

hahaks...tat's bcz me and my parents are very tired plus my dad need to go to work..

Thought of meeting Wani yesterday but she told m tat she's very very very very tired so i can't meet her..

then today she can't go out..

haix..

atleast tomorrow i can meet her(:

hee

all i need is just patients.

Later my aunt will be coming to my house!

But i think she'll be coming alone or with my cuzzies

not sure..

tomorrow need to wake up early!!

hahaks...i need to fetch Wani under her block at 1015am(:

tat means i need to wake up at arnd 9am..

hahaks..

aits den..

at night i'll update more k?

bye peeps(:

HARI RAYA HAJI!

2008-12-09T13:33:00.014+08:00

Hey bloggers!
it was a tiring day yesterday as me and my family celebrated hari raya haji..
First we went to my mums side to celebrate lyk we always do every year!
hehe..
Kak long from KL also came to singapore to celebrate as well as Pak busu,Mak Ngah and Mak Ndak!
hahaks
After everybody gather in my aunts house,
we celebrated atok's 90th birthday as well as some of my cuzzies!

The cake was damn yummy sia!
we celebrate atok's birthday lyk we never celebrate it b4 seyh!

semua kecoh gyler!!

hehe..
it was really fun!!
Nxt we went to Wak Don's house which is my Dad's side.
Hahaks...i was actually sleepy but after entering the house,my eyes was wide open sia!
hahaks..bcz we karaoke there!

it has been long since i karaoke!

hahaks...

we got two teams and we compete each other..

who has the most rating,wins!

my group won!

woohoo!!

we sang,Aku Masih Sayang-ST12,Dealova-Once, and some more which i forgot!
hehe..
well,u can look at the pics(:

Atok and the cake(:

The cake(:

~THE END~

PAIN!

2008-12-06T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!

just came bck home

hee...

im quite tired after along day tat i have gone thru!

argh...

PENAT GYLER!

First i went to the foto gallery to take family photo

secondly went to Nasi ayam penyet house to go mkn

thirdly went to plaza singapura play game

fourthly went home straight!

grr...

hahaks...but its quite fun actually(:

den went on9 and chatted wif wani..

den viewed her blog and at all of the sudden,

my heart starts to beat faster...den stronger!

my hand was shaking lyk hell...

i told my mum but she say its my anger..

den i asked myself why my anger wanna unleashed itself?

i tried to control my anger by keeping myself calm and close my eyes den i told wani abt it and i asked if she knws why it happened..

and maybe so her answer was rite...

i just dun wanna lose her again..

i love her so much...

i really dun wanna go thru everything all over again..

its too painfull

but wat i knw is,i must fight for her..

and i will always love her...

went to OUT yrsterday(:

2008-12-06T10:04:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps!

sorye for not updating for along time aits?

hee...kinda lazy..XD

so ysterday was a fun but tiring day for me as me and my brother as well as my mum went out..

we went to white sands to go mkn then we went to the 4th floor to play arcade(:

my mum actually lyks to play arcade bcz it realised her stress

but sadly,her favorite game was removed frm the arcade and was nowhere to be found!

i was playing the basketball as well as thrill drive 3

basketball score was 339

but for thrill drive 3,i got 1st!!!

and my name was there..

"LUQ" was my name...

i got 1st in Europe but i played the second one...

hee(:

Nxt we went off to tampines mall as my bro wanna buy a new jeans..

walk here walk there...

and my legs are damn tired sia...

hahaks...

then we went back to ws via mrt

i got nth to do but asked my bro to take pics of me!

buroks rite?

Is this me?

Then went to Macs to drink up and hav a rest for awhile...

then i saw a familiar bag which wani always bring wif her

when tat person turned arnd,it is her!

hahaks...

she was with her cuzzies and aunt..

den i saw her going out of the swensen and i proceed to her later

lolx...

after meeting her,i tot of buying the nasi lemak at ananas cafe,but all the rice finished and only mee hoon and mee goreng left!

den i went back to my mum and we went to polar to buy sum puffs and went straight home!

hee..k lah

got to go(:

BYE!

3days 2 night camp!(NCC)

2008-12-01T12:57:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

hw tired am i?

just came from a 3 days 2 night and a very tiring camp!!!

went thru hard training and alot of games..

its very very tiring..

my body is aching!

luckily its over but nxt yr will be hell for me coz the specs are gonna train my platoon real taught..

nxt yr got spec course mah?

haix..

got my cert and my rank and went home straight!

hahaks..

the nxt day i need to wake up very early bcoz my uncle and aunt is going to perform their haj.
tears drop down frm my family members bcz they will be leaaving us for a month..

just knw i went to schl wif zakir as i need to pass my medal to mr leong..

zakir was going to buy the sec 3 books for nxt yr..

i was searching for mr leong around the schl but failed to find hym..

pffft..

then i called mr leong and he told me tat he's out!

grrr....

i just put the medal in his box in the general office and walk away...

then i met wani and her cuzz jiya if im nt wrong..

walk around west plaza and went home..

but later i think i'll be seeing her again..

bcz she's bringing her cuzzies to white sands

and there i'll meet her..

well,gtg!

BYE PEEPS

i miss you!

2008-11-23T12:17:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

this week got camp!

argh!!!!

tired sia...its ncc camp anyway..

pffft

frm thurs till sat!

grr....

anyways,i patch back wif wani(:

hee

but she went overseas two days ago...

she will be cak maybe at 29 nov..

so sad))):

i pray for her tat she'll be coming back safely!
insya allah!

alermak!

got to go...

srry peeps

im going out(:

bye!

THE LAST DAY OF FSD!

2008-11-20T20:39:00.002+08:00

Yahoo!!!

Finally today is the last day of my freestyle drill!!

at last can relax(:

hahaks...so the instructors trained us lyk hell...

but they didn't scold us,just give us tip wif a higher voice...lolx!

yesterday was a slacking day for us ahks...

Irfan,my teammate,was very blur lyk sotong but very fun to be wif!

I was appointed as the I/C for my platoon..

hahaks...our group name was actually smackass but sergeant major disagree by saying,"Wat smackass?then next wat?bigboobs?"

then all of us were lyk laughing all the way and we thought of another name.

SO we changed from smackass to warhogs..

then another group told us to change our group name as the name of the group was War Hawks!

grr...

then i thought of another name and say,"How abt MARIO?"

then the others agree wif me.

hehe

there were six groups,

Mafia,Mario,WarTankers,WarHawks,Phynexand M.I.A

so,we were told to perform today and we have the morning till 330pm to rehearse our moves..

I was suppose to report in to the sergeant major when we are reporting in and out.

Reporting in,"Good afternoon sergeant major!Mario,drill team,is reporting in for the freestyle exhibition drill,Permission to use ur drill area."

Sergeant major,"CARRY ON!"

Me,"Thank You Sergeant Major!"

Reporting out,"Good afternoon sergeant major!Mario,drill team has completed the freestyle exhibition drill routine.Permission to leave ur drill area."

SM,"CARRY ON"

Me,"Thank you sergeant major!"

we were the second group to perform actually..

i was really nervous before our performance bcz im scared tat i would mixed up my words..

but luckily i didn't!

hahaks..

Its fun performing infront of other people and sergeant major!

i hope i could do tat again but sadly i can't!):

But nxt yr i'll be coming back to HQ for the 3rd Freestyle Drill...They will be calling me to train the cadets on hw to do freestyle drill..

hehe..

top 3 groups will be called to come and teached the nxt generation nxt yr..

after the performance,

they announced the winner frm 3rd place all the way to the 1st place.

3rd was WarTankers

2nd was Mafia

1st was MARIO!

My group won first prize sia!

we were so shock seyh

we so kental and yet we got first prize!XD

But atleast everybody had fun and to me,eveybody is a winner(:

nxt time i update the photos aits?

till here(:

tata!

TODAY!

2008-11-17T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggers(:

arghh!!!

hw tired am i today?

just came back frm NCC HQ after our 1st day of freestyle drill!

so damn tiring sia...

despite learning SAF marching,we learn hw to march lyk the US Army!!

The command of the US is way different frm our SAF...

seriously!

Their way of drill is as if silent drill in SAF!

u may get confused sometime!

haix...

I was so called the clown in our course

hahaks...disterb my master sergeant

and it was really funny!

but sadly we spoke in malay so the chinese didn't understand a single word we say!

hahaks...

Then there was this two girls cadet from Raffles Girls Sec,

they we're lyk showing us perfect standard!

Go hell ahks!

hahaks...everything they diam themself...

merepek sia..

then the staff sergeant told us to tell the gerls not to diam themself..

Then i say,"Eyh girls!oi!no need to diam urself!"

but they still diam themself...

then i shout,"Eyh POMPAN!"

All the cadets laughed and both of the raffles girls felt paiseyh and start to relax themself!

hahaks...so bad sia luqman(:

After our drill and everything,we went back home at arnd 530pm

see lah...it starts at 830 am but i woke up at 600 am.

sialkns?

its better for us to sleep there sia!

Stupid SAF!

hahaks...

then meet wani at ben & jerry

with Ayin,Herda,Adek Herda and Amira..

All her friends!

hahaks...

Then my fren called asking me to come dwn pasal ader budak Teck Whye kejar one of my brother...

i was lyk shock...

but sadly i couldn't go there bcz i was so tired after everything i went thru in HQ!

so i went back home and here i am blogging!

hahaks...tune in for more tomorrow aits?

bye!(:

The lyric of my song,"Kau Pergi Juga"

2008-11-16T19:39:00.007+08:00

~Kau Pergi Juga~

Terpisah jua...

Kita berdua...

Aku disini hanya insan biasa...

Aku punyai perasaan jua...

Ku tak sangka kaukan pergi juga...

Kau berjanji,berjanji padaku

Untuk setia buat selamanya

Tetapi mengapa kita berputus juga

Runtuhlah mahligai cinta kita

(Chorus)
Betapaku rindu padamu oh kasih

Ku menahan kesakitan jiwaku ini

Kerna engkau telah menguriskannya

Oh kasih mengapa,mengapa sayangku

(repeat x2)

Kau pergi juga...

Takdir yang,takdir yang melanda

Tak dapatku terima juga

Mengapa kau pergi kepada si dia

Ku disini keseorangan

Kembali lah kepangkuanku oh kasih

kembalilah kepangkuanku oh sayang

kembalilah kepangkuanku ini,

Oh kasih

Oh sayang

Oh cahaya hatiku...

Kau pergi juga....

____________________________________________

A song tittled Kau pergi Juga created by me and editted my my cuzz.

This song will be treasure by me because it reminds me of my pass...

My pass being with wani...

This song will be just for her...

I hope she will have a wonderful life ahead without me by her side...

Everytime I sing this song,i will remember of her...

well,i sang this song almost everyday...

hahaks...

I wish her luck(:

Goodbye....

just wanna let it go...

2008-11-12T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps..

the day we broke up made me really wanna let tat feelings out..

i called sum of my frens just to let them knw tat me and wani are nt together anymore...

when i called ezzatie,

i really let out my feelings..

sang a jiwang song frm apit and started crying...

haix...

i couldn't believe tat this is happening...

but its faith...

its her desicion...

i got nothing nw...

i'm just a single boy who wants to be alone just trying to let go of my memories...

i'll try it slowly aits?

then at the day itself,i created a song just for wani):

but i just need to knw the tunes for the guitar

just knw in the hospital,i asked my cuzzie to help me wif the song..

and he did helped me by changing the tunes..

i really appreciate him helping me(:

tnz bro!

the tittle of the song is,"Kau Pergi Juga"

a remembrance abt me and wani which i will treasure...

i still love her but i just...

haix...

i just want her to be happy..

if breaking up wif her will make her happy,

then i must let her go...

i have no other choice...

i'll just be here praying for her happiness everyday

and hope she will be happy and have a better life without me

i just hope tat she have a better boyfriend and he could take care of her heart...

i dun want her to be hurt again...

i just wanna let it go...

but atleast we are still frens or best fren?

i dunnoe...

its up to her

hahaks

just wana stay single for the time being aits?

srry to the two gerl who asked me for stead but i reject...

srry aits?

i need some space first...

when im ready i'll inform both of u...

hee

gtg...bye(:

280608-101108

2008-11-10T18:08:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps..

jyeah...me and wani broke up...

haix...its sad though...going to 5 mtnhs but...

she wanted to break wif me..

i hav no other choice but to accept her break..

well,i can't force her to love me

its nt right forcing a gerl to love u...

too bad i cant win her heart back

her decision is final and i really respect tat

its great being wif her...

she thought me alot during our relationship..

she tot me nt to be over protective,

dun be too jealous,

take care of a gerls heart properly,

missing sumone u love,

and lastly,

she showed me the true meaning of love...

i got nthing to do but to accpt the fact.

she still loves sum1..

eventhough im crying rite nw,

u can tell me tat im sissy or anything...

but this is true love...

i just need to forget abt the past and move on...

tat's the best way..

i cant stay crying abt my ex...

its already over between us

but we are still friends as per usual...

not more than tat...

im thinking about staying single for the time being..

btw Adekwani,thnz fer the memories..

thank you for everything..

thank you....

heyz....

2008-11-06T12:21:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps...

i dunnoe why but i think after our fight yesterday,she has changed...)):

usually when she on9 first,she will sms me saying,"Good morning syg!tk on9?''

but today,"hey hey,tk on9?"

then,after each conversation,we will end wif,love u!miss you!mwah!

but today after i had done dat,she didn't reply wif,i love u too!i miss you too!mwah!

wat happened to her?

wat happened to my real AdekWani?

my decision is to change myself to the old luqman tat she love..

the old person tat she stead wif...

i promise myself and i will change

but why must she change?

has her love towards me gone??

its sad though))':

has her?

wat i knw is i have to win back tat love...

i want my OLD ADEKWANI BACK!!))':

i really love u bi...

i love u so much...))':

and im really sorry about yesterday...

i hope u will realise hw much i love u...

i hope u really do..

i love u BI!!!!!!!

4 month anniversary(:281009

2008-10-31T19:23:00.003+08:00

Heyz!

sorry fer nt updating my blog...got sum technical prblm with my internet..

on 281009 was my 4 mnth anniversary!

hee

but me and wani celebrated on the 29 bcz she can only go out on tat day...

But i really had fun being wif her!

Met her arnd 1030am near west plaza bus stop.

We took 89 bcz we want to go to white sands first,

then go tamp mall jln2 and we had breakfast there...

after breakfast,wani's mum called!

den she tok to her mum saying that she's at the mrt station going to bugis!XD

bugis or eunos?

can't remember...

hee

Then walk arnd century square just wasting our time till 2pm..

hahaks...

we then go to E!HUB near dwntwn to watch movie..

There we met Ayin and her cuzzies..

we order ticket but couple seats!

lolx...

we watch HSM3!

Wani actually wanted to watch it so much..

and nw she has a chance to watch it(:

im glad she's happy watching it..

the smile on her face shine's my day!

everytime i look at her i will always tell myself,

"hey,i truely found my dream girl(:"

after watching movie,i sent wani back home bcoz she need to be home b4 6pm..

so i sent her home and our day together has ended..

i went straight to block 565 to join my friends..

lepak for awhile then went straight home..

heys bi,i hope u had fun being with me on that day bcoz i really had fun being wif u..i hope u felt the same way too!i really feel tat ur my dream girl and i won't ever let u go!I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BI!

MUACCCCCKKKKKKZZZZZZ!

3rd day of her away to m'sia

2008-10-20T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!

sorry fer nt updating!

currently bz wif raya and all..

argh!today is the 3rd day of her away to malaysia!!!))':

Im lonely sia...

bt atleast tomorrow i get to see her(:

bt nxt mnth,its my turn to go to malaysia...

because of CCA purpose...

haix!

i'll miss her damn much sia!

but im glad dat our relationship is growing(:

hehe...

2mrw nd to fetch her 6:45 at usual place!

hee!!

cant wait fer 2morrow!!

i wanna see her face and i wanna hug her real tight!

nw i knw the real meaning of missing sumbody dat u love!

now i realised how deep is our love!

I will always love my ADEKWANI no matter wat happens!

i love u syg!

i miss you so much!

bi!i miss you so much)):

2008-10-12T16:09:00.002+08:00

Heyz!

argh!today she's nt on9 for the whole day sia!

she didn't even sms me!

i miss her so much!!

why isn't she on9 yet?

maybe she went out for raya?

could be lah...

argh!

at least sms me or call me for awhile im ok...

but she didn't!

i miss her truck loads lah seyh!

i miss you my BADGIRL!

i miss you so much...

I MISS MY ADEKWANI!!!!!

RAYA WITH INDEPENDENT!

2008-10-10T11:52:00.004+08:00

HEYZ!

yesterday was very tiring sia...

mostly went to ppls house in the evening

dunnoe why sia?

maybe their parents were nt arnd??

gerek siol!

get to eat soup tulang!!!!!

mak fie masak sedap siol!

hahaks...

im lucky to hav a brother lyk hym

brother independent fer life!

after everything,we went to the play ground to relax..

only one of my frens smoking...

den i saw 2 suspicious looking person coming towards our direction

i told my fren that they look suspicious and i began to stand and move away...

then,one of the person called me sia!

they were police!!

then we kena screen sia!

wtf...

but luckyly i dun hav anything

after dat we go home!

and we collected $20 jek...

hari raya wif frens((:

2008-10-08T12:27:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!

yesterday was completly tiring!

we went oni 4 houses in a day-_-

but all of them are teachers house except fer 1

we went to bedok,si mei and tamp

fuyooh!

lolx...

jln2 wif them frm 3 to 1130!

we stayed in a house fer along tyme..

fuck rite?

our $$$ so little!

cikgu budget!

hahaks...

jk jk

den went to a shop bcz my frens wanted to colour their hair

actually i want to colour my hair bt i cant!

my parents dun allow me!)):

lolx...nvm at least my hair is long,im happy!

espacially my frindge and my bck hair!

hehe

saving them for the nxt two months!

my house was the last 1 we go for raya bcz the nxt day we got exams!

maths paper tu..

damn hard sia!

2mrw got art summore

haix...

i hate art

i dunnoe why but i love to draw((:

i jus hate colouring and painting

after art,go raya with frens again!

but this time wif independent brothers and sistaz!

2mrw confirm alot of houses that we are going(:

we planned already!

hehe...

i tot of wanting to bring along wani but she got another group to follow so its okay(:

let her have her freedom wif her frens!

2mrw confirm we go wdlands..

got sum members there mah?

hehe

but i will surely miss her tomorrow

i love her so much!

luckyly,i'll get to see her after my art!

bcz she will be going arnd 1030 i think?

im nt sure

i hope she'll have a great day wif her frens and i hope she dun forget abt me((:

a day not seeing her makes me feel lyk my life is useless

4 dayz i cant be seeing her)):

on friday till monday!)':

but i hope i can meet her in any of this days(:

hehe

insya allah

lolx

and i hope she dun forget to SMS ME!

haha

im so going to miss her

till here!

bye bye((:

SHE CRIED!

2008-10-06T18:03:00.001+08:00

Heyz ppl!

i dunnoe how and i dunnoe why!

at all of the sudden wani cried!

i was very shocked sia!

this was the first tyme she cried infrnt of me so i was lyk panic and thinking wat to do nxt..

it was so suprising sia!

at all of the sudden seyh!

but then she told me why she cried lh...

hahaks...

there is always a reason behind everything

hehe!

she told me tat she now realised how deep is my love towards her!

hehe...

i tot she was thinking abt her past on wat had happened to her...

i panic lyk hell..

but now i knw the reason why she cried((:

aww....i love her so much lh!

but im scared...

bcz nxt yr we wont be in the same schl..

and there maybe alot of other guys way better than me

im scared of losing her!!)):

Tnz fer giving me a second chance((:

2008-10-03T15:02:00.003+08:00

Heyz ppl!

hahaks..

lucky for me,she game me a second chance((:

im happy sia

hahaks..

haix...today's exam lyk hell sia!

maths paper 1,boleh lh thn...

nt dat difficult

BUT!

GEOGRAPHY!!!

rabak sia..

i didn't do sum qns siol..

damn hard sia!

hahaks...tat's the punishment for nt revising tat much!

hahaks..

revision stakat sikit jek

i didn't revise chapter 10!

the most important part of the paper!!!!

argh!

can die sia

confirm mr millath will tok to me abt the paper after the exam...

haix...

nxt year,i dunnoe wat subject to take sia...

history or geo?

im more interested in history!

but some ppl told me nt to..

they say its hard?

i dunnoe lah...

argh!

stress siol!!!

____________________________________________

bi!

Tnz fer giving me a second chance!

tnz syg((:

i hope this can be a lesson to me nt to be over protective and also thrwing my hot temper at u..

srry aits?

btw,

must u always make me jealous?

i don't knw how to say this but please don't talk about mr sayadi and mr aminur..

if u wanna tok abt them wif ur frens,i dun mind

but do u knw tat everytime u say they hot or more,

i feel hurt..

its as if u love them more than me..

i hope u understand k?

plz dun be mad

i really hope u understand me k?

nxt yr,we wont be in the same schl together seyh syg

i will always love you no matter what happens!

i miss you soo much!

PLZ DUN LET ME GO!

2008-10-01T08:09:00.003+08:00

BI!

Plz dun let me go!

im begging u!

i can't resist on letting u go..

pls gimme another chance...

i promise u tat i will make u happy this tyme!

and i will change myself back to the old luqman tat u really love!

i swear bi!

pls...

pls dun let me go):

im begging u!!

plz...

a last chance will do!

dun do this to me bi...

plz...

please....

)':

3 MNTHS ALREADY(:

2008-09-28T05:42:00.002+08:00

Heyz!

i apologize for not updating my blog for ALONG TIME(:

hahaks....

my computer was previously under going repair.

yeah...

its very boring when ur living without a computer..

seriously!

enough about dat(:

so today,280908!!

my 3 mnths anniversary!!!!!!

LOLX...

shiok sendiri seyh luqman!XD

but i didn't bought anything for her..

currently broke and so does she...

hehex!

But the most special present that i have is...

HERSELF(:

hahaks..

she's my special present sent from allah(:

chey de bah..

hehex..

got to go!!!

bye bye!

tune in for more(:

heyz!

2008-09-02T18:08:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps((:

sorry fer nt updating it fer ALONG TYME!

hahaks..

Ramadhan jus started yesterday and i believe that i can tahan

hehex...

Can't wait fer Hari rayer!!!

muahaha...

collect money!(:

currently broke that's why...

hahaks...

Now we have a one week holiday!

Good tyme to rest(:

but i miss my SYAZWANI ALOT!!)):

I need you syg!!

I love you soo much!

i need you!!

Bcoz i love you soo much..

To my AdekWANI:Bi,do you knw that ur my everything ?I love you so much!Each and every day i need to see you or just hear ur voice so that I knw that ur okay...I feel lyk a lucky guy to have you as my one and only((:I can't live without you taus..what ever happenes,u should knw that i LOVE you so much that no one else can replace ur place by myside..i really treasure you tuck loads!((:i really appreciate you being nxt to me..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

by ur hubby,

Budak jawa((:

bi!i love you soo much!!!

2008-08-12T18:25:00.000+08:00

Heyz!
sorry for nt updating the blog fer quite a long tyme!!
hehex...
I actually dun hav any stories to share...
Im bored!!!
at least i hav my gf to keep me entertain all day long!!
hehe!!
I love her so much lh!!
btw,2mrw gt councilling at arnd 2:30...
argh!
boring seyh..
But wat to do?
haiz....
btw,last week was the first week i saw amalina frm pasir ris crest for the 1st tyme!!!
hahaks...
hahaks...i knw her thru friendster since last yr bt we NVR meet b4..
hahaks...but last week was the first ever tyme we met!
ok ok...cannt continue d story..
later my cyg jealous!XD
hehe..
till here!!
bbye!!!

Our one mnth anniversary!!!!!

2008-07-28T18:51:00.005+08:00

Eyo!!!

well,today's date is 280708 rite?

hahaks!!

Its my one month anniversary wif my cyg!!(:

Happy seyh!

i even bought her a gift for our 1st mnth anniversary!

I bought her a necklace with a heart shape figure with our name being written on it as well as our date(:

hehe

I hope she loves it^_^

Btw,

She did gave me a present on my b'dae..

Its 2 in 1 as in the one present was for 2 things(:

one is for my b'dae and the other 1 is for our anniversary..

i love the present that she gave to me!!

so swt seyh my cyg:]

BUT!on my 14th b'dae also was the date tat my mum knew abt me and her!XD

hahaks..

i feel so paiseyh seyh...

but she's cool wif me being wif wani(:

hehez!!

I love you soo much bby!

i hope our relationship will move on even lnger!!!!

iLOVEyou soooooooooooo veeeeerrrryyyy eexxxtreemmeelllyyy toootalllyyyyyy MUUCCCHH!!!!!!

HAPPY 1 MNTH ANNIVERSARY SYG!

a sway day sia!

2008-07-10T18:03:00.002+08:00

Eyo...

well today,

one hell of a day fer me sia!XD

today during maths lesson,

i fought wif ameerah..

FUCK HER LAH SEYH!

As u knw,i'm still the class manager and need to do my job rite?

Then at that time,i asked the class to stand up and greet Ms Lau..

After i shouted,

Ameerah asked me to shut up..

i mena...wtf?

hello?!

Is there anything wrng asking the class to stand?

Then i asked her what's her problem

and she answer,"ITS MY PROBLEM AHKS"

Then we start to fight..

blah blah blah...

Am i in the wrong here?

After the fight,

the cried!XD

then she went to the toilet and shouted "BABI" at me..

look whose speaking?

hahaks...

den she tried to slash herself wif the penknife!

lolx...emo freak sial!

She was actually seeking fer ppls attention!!!

IT'S WHAT SHE'S DOING RIGHT NW!!!

After Maths,

i was being called by Mr Joe to tell him everything on what has happened juz now..

After Mr Joe,Mrs Khiu called me...

I explained to her..

then she put me under provation fer sprt leaders!!!

ARGH!!!!

She says that she wants me to control my anger..

And she dun want any of her sprt leaders having anger management...

I was lyk...okay...

I accept it...

Den the schl councillor called me and told me tat i'll be having councilling tomorrow during recess time..

haiz...

After schl ends,

i meet my dearest in the canteen and waited fer her until 4:30pm!!

hehex...

When we were walking towadrs her block,

i was actually tickling her neck..XD

then a van honned at us..

we were lyk...wat?

wat did we do wrng sia?

hello?!we are couples?

haiz...

After sending her bck,

its my turn to go..

Today sway sia me...

but atleast there's sumbody who keep me happy(:

I love her!!!(:

XD

2008-07-09T19:29:00.004+08:00

EYO!

hehex

Im going crazy today man...

coz she's nt on9 today..

haiz...

Then today,

all my lessons are very boring!!!!!!!!!

No doubt...

espacially maths!

Ms Lau can teach but its hard fer her due to our class noise..

i noe its my job to keep my class quiet

but,u see lah...

i shouted at them many tymes already and u see?

They are still the same!!

Then science,

sooooooooo damn boring!!!):

All we do was to take down notes..

Notes Notes Notes!!!

argh!!!

During the boring day,

there's one who will alwayz keep me happy(:

its her lah..

hahaks...

i even wrote down her name on my leg!XD

i got nth better to do!

seriously!!!!

hahaks...

i love her soo much lh seyh!

hehex..

today gt to send her home again(:

But sadly there's no hugs):

bcz there's a guy standing infrnt of the lift and we feel shy doing it infrnt of pplXD

hahaks..

haiz...

another spoiled day...)':

I love you!

Today is holiday!

2008-07-07T22:14:00.002+08:00

Heyo!!

Well,today's the day where we teenagers no nd to go to schl.

Bcz its a holiday fer us all..

It's what they call youth day!XD

hehex..

At least i get to finished up my homework..

If nt then i would be in trouble!!!!

Class Chairman mah?

hehe...

But i still feel sad coz i didn't get to see her due to this stupid holiday!

Argh!

I miss her soo muchhh seyh!):

But at least 2mrw we get to see each other..

hehex

SHE'S MY EVERYTHING LAH SEYH!!!

wakakaka...

I love her soo muchh(:

I love u so much dear!!

I don't wish to let you go away frm me...

i miss you...):

The day i went to s'pore expo!!!XD

2008-07-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

Heyz!

So today,

after waiting fer her msg all dis tyme,

it suddenly paid off!!

She did sms me(:

i was soo damn happy seyh!

i told her we couldn't chat dat long coz im going to the expo later.

So she told me that there's a john little sale there...

The converse shirt was sold $19.90 for 2..

So,i went there n the price was actually true!!

hehe...

BUT!

When i went to the converse section,

i was actually looking at the womens t-shirt!!XD

The promoter actually told me tat!!hahaks...

i was so paiseyh and i said,
"Im trying to find a shirt for my mother"

hahaks...

i gt nth else to say sia..

so we went to the men section and tried to choose some shirt..

i was actually interested in this one shirt but my mum didn't want me to buy coz she wants me to buy the smart mamat T-shirt..

lolx!

Actually i wanted to buy that kind of T-shirt b4XD

hehex

So we go shopping fer awhile and went straight home(:

hahaks...

Tnx fer the info abt the expo dear!

I love you soo muchh!!!

I LOVE HER SOO MUCHH!!

2008-07-05T11:23:00.002+08:00

Hey!

Im quite sorry fer nt updating fer awhile

im abit busy dis few dayz(:

well,day after day i felt lyk our relationship is getting better n better all the tyme(:

IM SOOO INNN LLOOOOVEEE WIIIFFF HHHERRR!!!!

yesterday,get to go white sands wif her fer awhile wif ayin n her other friend..

i forgt her name!XD

at all of the sudden,ezzattie appeared!

i was lyk,wtf?!

ezzatie was actually my gf's friend sister!!!!

lolx!

But at least i had fun wif my dearest...

hehe

lastly,she told me nt to send her home cz she's going to her aunt's house..

i promise myself tat i'll do anything fer her,

so i agreed nt to send her home...

yeah...

i'll miss her during d weekends as well as the one day holiday

tat falls on monday)':

i love u dear!

imy sooo muuchh...

The 1st day i sent her home(:

2008-07-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hey guyz!
still viewing my blog?
lolx...thnx yaw(:
So today,I DIDN'T GET TO GO TO SCHL WIF HER):
coz i woke up abit late...n i knw that i couldn't make it..
So in the afternoon,got to talk wif her 4 awhile
Then i waited fer her till 4 30 pm coz her remedial finished at tat particular tyme...While waiting for her,i get to finished up my homework!hahaks.
Tnx gd Ms Lau was in the canteen coz she's currently my maths teacher n i needed help at tat tyme to finished up my homework...
hehe...
Lastly,I got to send her home(:
i was so happy sia!!!
Get to kiss her in the cheek
awww...
I LOVE U DEAR!
AND I WISH OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL LAST LONG!!!!(:

280608!!!My happiest day(:

2008-06-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

Some of u may asked urself why the date is sooo special to me,
The reason is......I asked her fer stead on dat day(:
and she accept it....awww..i was sooooo dammnnn! happy sia(:!!

Today in the library get to chat wif her 4 awhile
hahaks...she told me tat she cabut frm her remedial i was lyk...why?
lolx..BUT!!!!her friend Ayin spoiler ahks...I was going off n was abt to say i love u to her bt she juz pulled her away):
sedih seyh!
Ia bergitu menyedih kan....LOLX!!
Im trying to tok to her more often frm nw onXD
insya allah...hehehe
She alwayz wif her big grp of friends which make me abit shy to go to her...
But nw,at least i hav her by my side!
and im happy abt it...
ILY!!!!!

My day...

2008-06-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

Hey(:

Tnx fer viewing my blog!

hahaks

Okay,

My day today was abit boring bt im happyXD

dunnoe why

Maybe bcoz i got to see her face fer a looooooonnnggg tyme!

hehex

But sadly enough,i cannot chat wif her again as her father banned her frm playing her due to her mid-yr results!

ARGH!

me rindu dier seyh...

den hw can i gonna communicate with her?

den hw am i gonna say that i love her?

den hw am i gonna say tat i miss her?

haiz...

sad sia)':

Hope u guys understand my feelings

I MISSSSSS HEEEEERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

schl starts!

2008-06-25T19:15:00.003+08:00

Heyz ppl!

Im very srry fer nt updating fer almost a week

Kinda busy

So schl starts already and im lyk so lazy to go to schl...

But wat to do?

Its the best fer my future..XD

Today,i don't knw wat happened to me actually.

During english lessons,I was totally having a headache which was kinda bad...

Ms Terry Lim advised me to relax at my own seat as i dun want to go to the sick bay

I think i almost fainted when i was going bck to my seat after i gave the extra papers to Mrs Judy Swee..

Nxt Topic

So this few dayz, i get to see her face(:

I'm damn happy sia..

hehe

bt sadly,i juz can see her during morning assembly or after schl

Coz u see,Im a sec 2 student and I hav d first recess bt she's a sec 4 student so,she'll hav d second recess..

haiz....

Bt as long as i get to see her,im happy(:

I love you...

Welcome home(:

2008-06-19T23:53:00.003+08:00

ALOOOHA!!!!!!

hahaks

srry...but im juz happy(:

She has return again

lolz

So,today chat with her nt tat long as i need to do my homework

haiz...

HOMEWORK is lyk a hell for me sia

damn...

I miss chatting with her today!!

REALLY

After going to tahlil,i played soccer with my friends under void-deck..

hahaks..

I scored 3 goals(:

My team won 10-9

lolz

Btw,today the moon is very bright and beautiful..

When I look at it,i thought of her faceXD

I knw...LAME rite?

I thought she's on9 at night bt sadly she didn't..

argh!!

ME RINDU GYLER KAT DIER!!

I miss u sooo muchh...

Im juz scared that u won't accept me thats all...

I love u...

Finished my first maths assignment...

2008-06-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

Today,i started doing my homework!!

hahaks...

just finished my first assignment

which is maths

but there is two more to go!!

argh!

My maths teacher couldn't understand the meaning of "HOLIDAY"

holiday is when we all rest and enjoy the day

BUT!

My maths teacher wouldn't even let us rest

I know this yr we sec 2s gt streaming bt aleast give us sum rest?

we're still human beings you knw?

we need rest!

1 month isn't enough!!!!

change subject..

Okay

Today,She went for her holidayz to malaysia again

BUT!

For only two dayz..

that means she will be home by wednesday

at night i think(:

can't wait for her return!!!

i miss her deadly sia

I miss you...

She's going fer her 2nd holiday...

2008-06-16T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!!

sorry fer nt updating my blog 4 quite sumtimes(:

hahaks...im abit lazy to update during does dayz

haiz

luqman luqman...

Today,will be d last day me chatting wif her coz she's going fer her second holidayz!

haiz..

Gonna miss her deeply siak!!

But during her away,i'll try to finished up my homework!

hehe..

i havn't even start a single thing...

hehex

i noe...

me bad rite?

wakakaka...

I'll miss u when ur away

even its only fer 2 dayz

bt to me,

its lyk 200 dayz..

haiz...I love u..

Boring day....

2008-06-13T21:20:00.002+08:00

hey!!

well,today there's nth much...

nth interesting happened actually

But today i gt to chat wif her(:

sadly,tomrw she may nt b online coz her mum is mad at her bcz she used her laptop almost everytime..

haiz...parents nw a dayz...

damn!

hahaks...

tomrw i can't chat wif her...

argh!!!!

confirm bored gyler babi!!

She's the only one who i alwayz chat wif in msn!

juz wait till sunday

i'll chat wif her till nite!

lols...

schl re-opens is arnd d corner

can't wait to see her face(:

i miss you so much too

SHE FINALLY RETURNS(:

2008-06-12T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hey there peeps!(:

FINALLY!!!

She has return!!

hahaks...happy gyler babi siak

miss her sooo much

so today,

i admitted to her tat i love her

Don't knw her current feelings right nw

hope she accept my love

HOPE SOO!!

argh!

I miss u so much...

can u plz be mine?

im so in love wif u...

Her second away

2008-06-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

Today is the second day during her away to malaysia..

ARGHH!!!

me rindu gyler babi siak...

today i gt my madrasah exam ahks but i couldn't concentrait man!!

She was in my head all the tyme..

i think im gonna fail my exams..

seriously!

how is she nw sia???

i really want to knw!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When will she b coming bck home?

I miss u soooo much dear!!

darn!

nvr felt this way before...

i'll be waiting fer ur arrival..

By,

Luqman aka SRJ

The REAL meaning of 'I love u'

2008-06-07T20:53:00.003+08:00

'I love u'

Means tha I accept you for the person that you are,and that i don't wish to change you into someone else.

'I love u'

Means that I love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.

'I love you'

Means that I am thinking of you,dreaming of you,wanting and needing you constantly,and hoping you feel the same way for me.

'I love you'

Means FOREVER....

by,

Luqman aka SRJ

Her first away...

2008-06-07T20:27:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!Btw,she's currently in malaysia right nw!Argh!!!!!A day not knwing abt her is making me crazy!!!i miss her madly sia.Hw is she there?Is she alright?I wish she is having fun right nw coz i want her to be happy alwayz...I can't forget about her the whole day man!Is this love?Well,its so obvious tat this is called love!Bodoh ah ko luqman...

I'm in love with you syg

Im so missing u right nw...

I juz nd to noe tat ur alright n i'll be fine

I'm gonna miss her

2008-06-06T23:14:00.005+08:00

Heyo!!!Well,today is d last day i'm going to chat wif her bcoz she is going overseas this weekend n she may be coming bck to singapore arnd tuesday i think.I'm so gonna miss her during her holidayz,while i'm here at home waiting for her return..Happy holidayz my love!!(:

Im seriously going to miss u

hope u felt d same way abt me

have a gd rest during ur holidayz

and dun forget abt me....

3 days 2 night camp...

2008-06-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

This 3 days 2 night camp are so tiring!
I seriously cannot take it sia...
My whole body is aching
Both my left and right legs are injured due to the ice-skating training!
Yes,my camp teach my team how to ice-skate inside the kallang leisure park
Drop ALOT of times!
It makes my ass painful sia!!(it really hurts)
During the camp,i missed sumbody actually..
But luckily i got to see her every day during those camp(:
Happy sia...lol

I miss you sooo much during my camp

Can't let u off of my head

I wish u knew my feelings towards u right nw...

My life...

2008-06-01T12:34:00.003+08:00

This yr,i planed to start blogging again(:hahaks...
its has been very very long since i updated my blog due to my lazyness.
Now if u noe me better,i broke up wif my ex...haiz..i dont noe why..maybe its d best thing to do?i'm not tat sure if my decision is right or wrng actually...haiz
but everything has passed nw.no need to think abt it AGAIN!
My life is quite complicated actually..
This week,i just found out that my kakak angkat in schl actually fall in love wif me!
I was stuned when she told me the truth
I don't knw wat to do actually
To tell u the truth,i actually got sum feelings towards her
But i don't knw hw to confront wif her
Is love so complicated?
I hope i could find the answer as soon as possible coz i need help frm experience ppl...

I don't know how to tell u the truth

i'm nt sure abt my feelings either

I hope i could find the answer

Just wait till i found the right path.....